sometimes

sometimes I am proud and sometimes guilty
sometimes I am strong and sometimes the weak
sometimes I am good and sometimes very bad
sometimes I am true and sometimes cheat

I don know why am I the one, the one who I am ?

sometimes I have all with me and
sometimes I am alone with all
sometimes I love the unknown too and
sometimes I hate the most loved

I don know why am I the one, the one who I am ?

sometimes I am best friend and
sometimes I am worst that a foe

sometimes I know exactly what I need and
sometimes I don know what I want now

I don know why am I the one, the one who I am ?

sometimes I console others and
sometimes I cry for the same reason
sometimes I care all and
sometimes I care not anyone

I don know why am I the one, the one who I am ?

sometimes I am proud and sometimes guilty
sometimes I am strong and sometimes the weak
sometimes I am good and sometimes very bad
sometimes I am true and sometimes cheat

I don know why am I the one, the one who I am ?

paaki

jeeneka andaaz badal ne se ruh ki paaki kam nahi hoti
apne aapko jalaane se dil ki aag nahi bujh ti
bekaar hai aazmaana,
mann ki masoomiyat to maut se bhi nahi marti

good things

You can do good to someone without your will
but you cannot do bad to anyone with your will
to do good you don always need a reason
good things don need a reason

You may need a reason to hate someone
but love don need a reason
it is itself a reason on its own
good things don need a reason

You may need a reason to cry
but not always a reason to smile
good things don need a reason

good things are in you for no reason
good things don need a reason

woh yaadein

I am in wrangler jeans,identity tshirt and rbk shoes, but
I know the costume I still love is the white n white Saturday uniform

I spend my night in hard rock cafe till 1am for a party, but
I still remember mom waiting for me at 11pm for dinner

I eat dbc at corner house, but
I still remember the taste of that 25ps candy

ppl call me names these days, but
I still remember the name my dad called me first by and love the name he called me by always .. mahantha

last month my bro gave 2 coins from UK I lost them in a week, but
I still have the 1 2 rs coins(of 1970's) that my grand pa gave me when I even didn knew value of a re.

I earn Ks now, but
I still remember the 10rs award my uncle gave me for helping him wash the shop hall for deepavali

I have coffee at coffee day with gals around, but
The taste of the bed tea mom gave me I still remember

I even don remember the name of the gal waking up with me in the morning, but
I still remember my first love at the age of 14

I have insurances and funds and so many financial crap and don know what exactly is that ,
But I remember it 326.50 rs when I broke my piggy bank(mud pot), which was kept in my grand ma's big wodden box (trunk in kannnada don know what its called).

The gift I get for my birthday is a costly leather jacket, but
It do not seems valuable than the 32rs hero ink pen which I got on my 12th birthday

My birthday party now is in the thirteenth floor, but
But fun was at that party, bakery near bus stop,egg puffs,behl puri near mallikarjun theater

I get perks from my company and gifts and all , but
I still have the science book given to me by my 9th std class teacher

I had pizza and some roti yesterday for dinner, but
The taste of the rotti (1 day old bread) and karbyli (sambar) is still on my taste buds

I work in all good office and ac keeps me cool, but
I still remember the hot air coming from the window of my class room

I was writing friends list for inviting to my bro marriage yesterday, oh I have so many friends kept digging and 1 at least popped every time,but
I still remember him and the walk hand in hand around the hill of my school in the break , it was shivya, My first ever friendship at the age of 7.

I help my friends with Ks of money now, but
I am still proud of the help, when I used to just standing against friend and he a glance of his gal ,shot with the gun on my shoulder and following the gal ,I was his driver.

I just smoked down infront of the office gate, but
I still remember the fag at dinesh tea stall opp to college bunking my HODs class

I get warning mails when a build fails because of my wrong checkin,
But I still remenber the slap of my english teacher for copying a poem from shetty

few days before I got stuck in the rain and it was pathetic, but
I still remember the way I used to swim to the temple in the middle of krishna river.

108 channels on my television , but
I still remember dd, mahabharath,rangoli,chandrakantha,alif laila

last independence day was trip to shravanbelgola just another vacation, but
the better was the one when in school I had a proud salute with a badge saying blue house leader on my chest and 100 students of my house following me


many I can add.. the list seems unending ..
I will never forget these yaadein
hmmm woh yaadein


tanhaayi

tanhaayi hai meri khamosh, aur
khamosi bhi meri,aaj tanha

dil mein hai hazaron aarman, fir bhi
dil mein hai tanhaayi
aakon meni hai lakhon ummedein, fir bhi
zuban hai meri kamosh

tanhaayi hai meri khamosh, aur
khamosi bhi meri,aaj tanha

khwboon mein main ne tum ko hai paya
teri yaad mein neendh bhi na aaya
aakon ki darpan se kuch ujala bhi hai aaya
aakein kulhi meri to kuch bhi na dekh paya

tanhaayi hai meri khamosh, aur
khamosi bhi meri,aaj tanha

goom phir tha hoon kahien saare jaga
aakon ko nahi lagatha hai kuch bhi alag
kai saare logon ka hai aanajana
dil main jagaha nahi bas hai tanhaayi

tanhaayi hai meri khamsh, aur
khamosi bhi meri,aaj tanha


main hoon aur bas ye meri tanhaayi
aur tanhaayi bhi hai kamaosh
bebas hai dil is tanhaayi se
kam se kam dil mein hai ye tanhaayi

zinda hoon main

gum ki agar koi aanch na ho zindagi mein, to
khush rehne ka kya matlab
roya nahi main kabhi bhi , to
hasne ka kya matlab
bina dard ke to zinda rehne ka kya matalb?

dard se hi hota hai zindagi ka ehsaas
ek boond aansu se banti hai hasi ki aukaat
toote dil se badkar
jaanta kaun hai mohabbat

raaste agar aasaan ho to safar ka kya matlab
faasle na ho to nazdeekiyon ka kya matlab
manzil ho sang to hamsafar ka kay matalb?

dard se hi hota hai zindagi ka ehsaas
ek boond aansu se banti hai hasi ki aukaat
toote dil se badkar
jaantha kaun hai mohabbat

gum ke aangan mein, khush hoon main
dard ke sang rehte, hasta hoon main
toota hai dil,raaste hai kaaton se bhare
,door hai manzil, fir bhi
usee manzil ki talaash mein, zinda hoon main
!

my lifz a dream

meri duniya hai sapnon ki
har pal ek sapna main jeeta hoon
sapnon mein hi main jeeta hoon.

meri duniya hai sapnon ki...

kuch chaahe aur kuch anchaahe sapnein
kabhi khushi to kabhi gum le aate hai ye sapne
har ek sapne ko jeebhar ke jeeta hoon
har pal ek sapna main jeeta hoon
sapnon mein hi main jeeta hoon.

meri duniya hai sapnon ki...

kuch mein hai kal ki khatti meethi yaadein aur
kuch mein, naye kal ki ummeedein
kuch hai chupe ghoongat ki aad mein, aur
kuch aanchal ki godh mein
har ek sapne ko apna banaate chalta hoon
har pal ek sapna main jeeta hoon
sapnon mein hi main jeeta hoon.

meri duniya hai sapnon ki...

kuch base hai aankhon mein aur, kuch dil ki gehraaion mein
kabhi apne hain to kabhi paraaye hai ye sapne
ek ek sapne mein apni jaan daalta raha hoon
har pal ek sapna main jeeta hoon
sapno mein hi main jeeta hoon.

meri duniya hai sapnon ki
har pal ek sapna main jeeta hoon
sapnon mein hi main jeeta hoon.

i am

I am what I am
since I am
and will be what I am
till I am

no matter you like it or not
may be annoying to the crowd
so what?
I am what I am

dates change, life change ppl in my life change
but still
I am what I am

I made 100 relations and broke out of few
still many new relation everryday
but still I am the same
I am what I am

I am what I am
since I am
and will be what I am
till I am